34. The celebrations of the eve of new years eve

Yeah so i took my laptop to work this morning, i don't think i will do it again. The amount of hassle I've had from my mum about "it's too expensive to take out" Can someone explain to these old people that IS the point in laptops you take them with you from place to place. I told her she might as well have bought me a computer if she wanted me to keep it in the house all the time, and it's dangerous to take it out.
Hayley contacted me back aswell, she said she thinks she will be better for new years, i beg to differ as she sounds ill but shes going to chill out for a couple of days and come out in the evening anyways. I said i'm not wasting my money on buying a couple of tickets if shes not going to stay through the night and go home sick mid way through the night to leave me there doing nothing by myself, at least Jamie is coming now and i can have someone to talk to besides Hay, i mean everyone else is cool and that but i'm so left out when it comes to chatting in their social gorup i dont really understand most of the stuff they talk about.
Any how sounds like we're going now as i just withdrew the money for the tickets, got to give it after lunch. What a late lunch finishes at 3.45 :| Not happy about that. Nevermind i've got 15mins at 5. :P fruit salad there too. I'm so tired probably going to go out tonight for a few. Not sure though but i'll have to see.
Went dow the pub from work for a few pints and found out Will and Joe are staying untill closing fuck yeah, let the the eve of new years eve

33 In which i was kept on

QOTD: Train driver: Mind the doors, (doors close and opens again) MIND THE BLOODY .. just mind the doors please.

Today was such an odd day, i enjoyed as much as it was odd. Nothing went to plan, but it still went good. I had no idea i was working two lates this week being today and.. tommorow. Even though i'm typing this in the morrow, it'd make sense to type this entry as if i was from yesterday, so i will.
It has been a hard few days to type your blog as a blogger, tbh the only pson insane enough to keep it up has been James and Ian quite obviously :P One of my New Years resolutions is to keep up with affairs on my Blogger. Quite admitently christmas had been a poor one up untill today, I got a watch (rather expensive one that didn't fit for christmas and was quite unhappy at the fact i couldn't wear it as it was about big enough to fit around both my wrists tied together. So sorted that today, and then my mum and dad revealed why they hadn't bought me any major presents this year (bar my watch) MY savings account had been opened.. and with it was money :) beautiful money, money for my driving lessons/car or whatever i wanted it for it was there, i vowed to put in at least 100 every month but i know i will put in more next month :) Uh yes the blessing of SAVING money, a very new prospect for me to grasp but i will run up and grab it with both hands :)
Typing this on the bus journey to work by the way ;) Oh how very modern of me.
Hayley did come into work today for a few moments while i was there so she was too, however she seems to be very poorly and it isn't helped bby the fact she keeps trying t soldier on bless her, i didn't buy my ticket for new years at the Yarn because really to be quite honest, it doesn't sound like my cup of tea. I get on with the people there when i'm out but they never invite me out and i'm not really "one" within their social group, i'm that guy who is just .. there on special occasions and parties, the one you say "hi" to randomly in the street, and make plans like "we should catch up soon" but never really get around to doing it. I was only going to go because Hay was going and her being Ill means she's not going .. thus... i'm not going.
Day was supposed to be ending at 7 but it didn't happened instead i clocked out at 7.20 and just missed the fast train to heathrow by like a minute.. and my bus by litterally 30 seconds... i saw it leaving. A10's are such a shit method of transport.
Anyways you're probably still wonderig what all the stormtrooper outfit wearing photos are about, well for ians birthday back in september i made a mistake on ebay when buying some costumes for a group of us to go as storm troopers to his party, Chris 'whos account i which i was buying them from' Wasn't happy to hear that i had messed up so like a friend i offered to buy the one that i bought on it's own because i sort of had ruined it (even though i didnt have a job and hardly any money at the time:P) And he in turn would put it back on Ebay for me on his brother account, this was back in september and i don't think i can be bothered to wait any longer, so i sold it for a tenner well actually more like knocked off £10 of my debt to James in exchange, to be honest, he's already getting more wear out of it than i ever would xD.
Anyways the photo's are from a muck around photoshoot named, "storm troopers are people too" In which you see the storm trooper in it's natural habitat. I did proie myself that i wouldn't run for the bus today, but i did, i just loved my bed too much this morning, might have something to do with being on one of those chat rooms up untill 2 o clock talking to randoms about politics and arguing with Americans about rubbish, funny though, seeing they really are that dense.Seem's to be the 'IN' thing for me to do at the moment.
Once again Apologies for the long entry but i find alot more time to talk about my day yesterday, in the day of the morrow on the trip to work. I'll probably write tommorows at home in the morning as.. well, as i don't have work tommorow :). well today.. you know what i mean ;)

32 Early post

Early post today as i'm going out in a bit to enjoy christmas partying.
I've decided my new years resolution is to get in shape, no really i mean it, i've realised my metabolism is slowing down now, and since my month or two of unemployment i've put on weight. I'm not ashamed, everyone puts on weight, however i AM ashamed of being lazy and not sorting it befroe it got like this,

Now you're thinking "what are you talking about?, You're a skinny kid" yeah i used to be! and to people who have always been a bigger build to me it might not seem alot of fat but it bothers me. I've realised it's not the size it's how you gain it now, and people who are naturally skinny framed or used to be skinny, putting on weight isn't good no matter how little it is, people who have bigger builds are sort of semi used to being a bit bigger, and there's not much they can do about it because of their frame, and the way they've always lived. However this is really upsetting me, obv i'm not ashamed "hense the image" Sorry guys and girls.. but it's also a self reflecting blog and i want to come online in 3 months and see that i weigh... at least 10st as i way 11st 2Ibs at the moment :(

Time to start running (at gym or on street, and working abs.) I'm fed up with looking like this.

Time to go party but New years is the last of the lazy me!!! Time to take it to work.

NOW THOUGH..PARTY TIME :D

Night everyone have a good christmas if i don't post tommorow.

31 In which i realise my tiredness

I'm shattered, out and out shattered, in a way i'm glad James couldn't come over today, i've already had a nap and i'm going ot bed in a minute. This is why my blog doesn't get ay photos on at this time of the week, when i'm working 7-4 it kills me :| I didn't sleep well last night, as you can tell from my late blog, that was the last point in which i used my comp the rest of the time i lay there with my eyes open thinking of what had been said through out the night. Had a bit of a scrap with George in which he told me i was a shit brother, and he never took it back, he apologised today but last night it played in my mind all night along with why i'm not happy at the moment.. and i don't know why i'm not.

Work was very busy today but someone really took the piss today by winding me up all day long, and didn't know when to stop. I realise why being so close to individuals in my life really makes me who i am, Hayley especially at the moment as she keeps me going when i feel like this, although she hasn't had much involvement lately as we've both been busy with other friends and other jobs, but when we do talk it makes me feel really well and happy.

Blergh to bed now, i'm shattered.

Night

30. In which i'm sorry

QOTD: Lisa: What happened to your gift mat man?!
Me: It got raped :(


I'm sorry for the absence of postage but my week last week was so utterly shit and boring there was nothing to type about. At work at 7 finish at 4 come home eat then bed then again and again. All there is to report really is that i didn't have any starbucks :) Thank you, yes i know... pat on head.

However friday night i went out and got bladdered.. and smoked alot.. was a crazy night but was well fun, saturday was a great day, went up london with Hay but she felt ill through most of it as she was hungover all day, still got her all the pressies she wanted so i was happy. :) Sunday did nothing all day but in the evening went to work do it was quite funny seeing everyone out of work, but the awkwardness wern't helped as Hayley didn't really know anyone so i felt quite bad and decided to stay with her quite often. NOT HELPED BY MY MOTHER, who decided the best place to sit was on the managers table :|

Feel like shit because i think i've said/done something wrong but can't put my finger on it.. guess i won't find out untill i actually talk to omeone about it, i went to bed like 3 hours ago but haven't slept... as i keep thinking about this. BLERGH nevermind, i'm back and you get to read all about me, there are some pics from the do etc to put up but i'll do that tommorow, however i did find a comically fat baby picture of me... YES I WAS FAT :|

Night

29. In which i was sick

Alot, such a shit day tbh, sat stuck in my bed for half of it and then the other half on this fucking sofa, arguing with nobodies on skysports forums, whilst being sick.

Enough to make you hate alcohol i bet it was that woodpecker crap :| Thanks Hen!

No pictures today.. actually i'll take one now. I've sat indoors all day playing some banjo kazooie original on xbox live arcade and that's about it really.. watched some footie and listened to JME and N-DUBZ. JME speaks really good sense. For a rapper anyways.


I've had enough of these fake gangsters,
Like they don't feel pain, never felt pain,
Like they don't have any family,
They havn't fallen in love,
Havn't watched television,
They don't eat and sleep,
They think their waterproof, fireproof, everything-proof,
I just think their idiots,

Punch in the face,
Punch in the face,
Nobody wants a punch in the face,
That's why everybody rolls in a group,
Or with a mash, Or with a baseball bat in case,
They chat waste,
To the wrong person and get a punch in the face,
Now he can't go out with his friends,
He has to jam and shot in the ends,
Shot in the ends, shot in the ends,
Another little kid gets shot in the ends,
Everybody on the TV and the media wanna blame him family and friends,


Good man

Night

OH yeah and i need to lose weight and tone up.. it starts tommorow.

28. In which mother turns transvestite

Today started with a somewhat odd journey to work in which i met Amit, the insurance man from AIG insurance, the guy thought he could give me some life insurance of some sort or something or other.. and then asked me for my number. I vouch that he was probably just some gay asian man who wanted my number. Bless, Arrived at work at 10 worked through till 7.30 but i know i'm not going into work tommorow. Met up with Hayley and my fight against the addiction of both the Starbucks monster and Pizza god, however it wasn't to be and for the fourth time of asking with Hayley, we ate... PIZZA for lunch, i know.. bad, and then we went for starbucks, and i had a caramel Frappe (cream based) OH I FEEL SO AWFUL :( but i was soon cheered up to see my mum enter the cafe looking like a clown, for her 'night out' a girl at work from cosmetics had offered to do her make up.. quite amusing considering she had to walk around with it. You can see it for yourself.

Got home about 7.30 after work with Hay and she ended up staying over which was nice, found ourselves some pizza left on the table, and we DIDN'T eat it, we ordered ourselves the Indian we wanted the other day. It was really nice, a really nice evening, caught up with some stuff, and talked about things we don't really talk about much. I think i'm at the happiest i've been with our relationship now and i don't want it to ever end. We watched a really good film like.. a mini fight club for teens involving MMA (mixed martial arts) 'Never Back Down' and it really got me thinking about going back into it, i've been doing my training with boxing but boxing doesn't really hack it any more.. we shall see how this progresses.

27. In which we had a pointless walk

Today i woke up with a smile on my face, a smile of great happiness as i realised i didn't have to go to work today :D Yes that is probably completely awesome. Hay stayed over so we were in no rush to get up, i was very happy to stay in bed in the morning and watch some TV as .. that's what you do on your day off. Be as lazy as possible, i probably should've got SOMETHING productive done with my life today, but it wasn't to be i'm afraid. The only reason we got up was to eat and even then we decided we'd walk all the way to 'Pangs Cottage' as Hayley likes to call it, (The one on long lane 'pangs chinese restaurant'Upon arrival roughly 1.45pm we read a sign on the window reading that lunch ended at 2pm and from there on out.. it'd be £9 a person so we decided against it. Ofcourse, this was my fault as i was too lazy to get out of bed earlier which caused us to be late for lunch. We returned home via bus as i really couldn't be bothered for the walk home.

It was 2pm and i was starving the idea of indian was a very promising prospect, however they also closed at 2pm as this seems to be 'the in thing' to do if you own a restaurant. So it was then i realised my second addiction of this week, Pizza me and hay eat alot of pizza, i think the last three times she has been over we have had pizza :| whether it be ordered from tops, or create-your-own it's been pizza. I'm not ashamed so i took a photo of my bin, and that's only HALF the boxes.

However, we decided it was fine as we had already had a long walk up long lane today which would have OBVIOUSLY burnt off the calories we had earned from eatting the two medium pizzas and pizza garlic bread and litre and a half of funny fanta.

So, tommorow i return to work after fighting off tempation of drinking starbucks for the second day in a row, i may have to give in tommorow, i fear the caramel frappe god will beckon me. Nevermind.

26. In which Sesame Street was mugged

Have you ever wondered what happened to all the engineers and inventors? I was sitting on the train reflecting on how i have nothing to really talk about on days like these. Conversation at the pub now is so terribly dull. 'So, what did you do at work today?'
'Oh, nothing much, just stacked a few shelves, wrote up some ticketing and helped some ignorant customers'
Now just imagine what is was like in the 1750's
'What did you get up to at work today?'
'Oh Y'know the usual, invented a new tunnel system in the morning and in the late afternoon made a new way to keep time.'
Everyone everwhere was inventing stuff it must've been crazy, what do we bring out now days minus the electrical grabble and boring stuff,it's the digital age/Oil age.. we're bound to figure a new way to create and hold energy before we run out of oil aren't we? They are already making cars which are 'Hybrid' half electirc and half petrol... maybe soon they will figure how to mkae it run from water. Afterall the stone age didn't finish because the world ran out of stone, and the Iron age, Did that end because we ran out of iron? No. The point i'm getting at is, i'm fed up with all these normal people these days who seem to be turning into eco warriors making it THEIR business to stop YOU on YOUR lunch break which is very limited to ONE hour to tell you to remember to turn off your lights and save energy.. for no reason.

As you can quite obviously see, i walked down my usual boulevard this morning after getting off at hounslow central, and realised i was walking down a derelict sesame street. It was ever so slightly depressing.

Work was boring and not much got done, had a headache and felt like shit. However on the up i have tommorow off, so should be greatly exciting, as i plan on doing NOTHING for the entire day. I learned that Hay isn't going out so she's stayed over, after me and James had our 3 hours of gamage, including a RAW gaming session on Streets Of Rage.. :D

Even managed to get my daily work out today too.. awesome.

25. In which Harry over does it.

Today, i found an addiction, and addiction to something i'm not up most proud of, a demon that has been lying under the surface. Untill now i've been a good boy, then, THEN they have to go and open a starbucks right outside debenhams... has to be done. Caramel Frappe in the morning coffee based, and Caramel frappe in the afternoon cream based :| I felt so fat.

I walked in on time today with a smile on my face and a mouthful of Caramel Frappe. Within the first 10 minutes of my shift, i had been comfronted by Nicki (Dep store manager) and Andrew (Store manager) and asked to stay untill 9 tonight to help my mum put up signs, damn being mother to the visual manager. I agreed.

Decided today was the best day for phoning people, i didn't just text people today i phoned them, it means more that way, or so i feel in some weird modern complex way, hearing the voice of someone is more meaningful. Not that it takes anymore effort than texting, if anything it takes less.

Pictures describe:
1) Caramel Frappe Vente (Coffee based) On the way to work
2) Caramel Frappe Vente (Coffee based) On morning break(mum wanting some starbucks)
3) Caramel Frappe Grande (cream based) Lunch wiht mum happy about getting starbucks
4) Caramel Frappe (same as before) being consumed

I have some to the conclusion, Starbucks could be my downfall, i could become fat or even over weight :| and even worse POOR :O and i prefer the cream based over the coffee based but both as nice

And hug a ginger day soon :) i'm hoping to get my hugs worth from most of you :)

24. In which Harry has a distant day

This morning beckoned a new day, a day where i'd be in a better mood... it fell short, dramatically. I woke up late as i have somehow broken the sound on my phone thus, my alarm doesn't work... woke up late "matter o' factly" because of this. This was just the beginning, then rushed to get ready, briefly gave George and Adam a good morning before i rushed off, only to miss my bus by about 10 seconds. Happened in that really annoying way.. walking up the road and you see it ross the top of the road as you walk up except this time i was only 50 meters away from the corner.. :( Then to wait 20 minutes at a freezing cold bus stop to get to Heathrow, and to be told i don't have enough money on my oyster card. I did wonder what all my money went towards on the london underground as i don't ever see any improvements in service or cleanliness... however i reluctantly put a pound on my card, walked back to the gate, for it to just refuse my card AGAIN. Trudged back to the machine to tell me it now only had 30p back on it. 'What?! I had been robbed in broad daylight!' i thought to myself, so i begrudgingly gave the machine a £5 note out of my wallet.. :| Then continued to the platform where the train i wished to board was pulling away, not the best of starts.


At work i spent the day on the gift mat, Irritating as it's not my job but everone seems to think so, yet again another monday tidying up the carnage left by the really painfully lazy weekend staff. I asked jay (my supervisor) if they ever did anything he told me in a sarcastic motion "They do but nothing productive, normally little things like picking their noses and stuff" I looked at him in a bitchy but sly manner and walked off. My life does seem to become somewhat transparent at times, i feel like everything is so predictable. i took my one photo today but haven't had the time to upload it so i took a picture of it from my camera apologies. It's only of the book i was reading at lunch. Good book :) Danny Wallace is a brilliant Author.

Start at 9.30 tommorow .. when Shelly (my manager) asked me if i didn't mind swapping hours so i worked 10-7 instead of 9/9.30-6 last week, i didn't realise what she really meant was "Do you mind working an extra hour next week?" She might aswell of, i went in at 9.30 this morning expecting ot be told off for being late.. when i was 30 minutes early, then i'm asked to come in at 9.30 tommorow because i've got till training but i still have to go home at 7, how is this fair? I don't know.

I'm beginning to become more settled there, however it has given me somewhat of a negative aura past few days, work realted negativity isn't always the best. Need to phone rochester soon and find out what's going on (AGAIN) taking th episs now really, it shouldn't be relying on me to be constantly contacting them, it's THEIR job like i do mine... :|

Going to bed now i guess, didn't see any friends or hayley tonight, came home (8.30ish) Watched tottenham beat west ham now going to bed, quite bad really. Will depress my day even further tommorow :( nevermind

Average

QOTD: (can't think of one... nothing has been said...)

The way to describe my day would be utterly average woke up rather late considering Miss Evans stayed over last night, and the only reason i really got up was because she had to go work/James was coming over to play some Halo 3. Drew some pictures for some tattoo ideas today which reminded me of the picture above... so i put that up as i hadn't taken any photos today :|

Had a lazy day really.. had a lazy weekend actually, felt quite under rated. Which is peculiar as i wait ALL week for the weekend to happen and go out and have fun and then i end up throwing a quite average one, at least we did something different Fri night, but that was yet underpinned as Luke was ill and Henry went home early leaving me with a very drunk Jamie.. who was amusing for a while.. untill his drunken state got some what of a hinder. Sat spent most of the day waiting.. oooh and christmas shopping but didn't get much done. So really a completely un-eventful lazy weekend. Hopefully next weekend will bring joys and fun, i'm beginning to wonder if i'm such a boring person? ..

Looks like we're all going load of hay for new years now to get wrecked and such was previously thinking of ging to london but nobody else seems to want to do it, bar ian and a few other enthusiasts.. however seems like it is to rot, and we'll all end up going there instead. Still could be fun with Murray Brooks andDain behind the bar, just not looking forward to the "after party" as y'know similar to most times, i will be cast aside when it comes to deciding who can stay ;)


Been a bit grumpy i'm ha-sent to add after that small rant, don't know why, well i do but it's nothing major. Tommorow dawns a new day and i am just going to go straight to bed as i have to be up early tommorow.

Two things i just thought would be good for christmas:
Photography memory card reader for my laptop!
Digital photo frame :D

So, i'm back..

I've decided Blogging is definately something i need to do more. I'll type as much as i wish but probably not that much that often.
Since my last post a bit has changed. I Quite debenhams harrow o start work at a seperate photography company with a (promised job) at the end of the two weeks free work experience, however, it didn't go to plan and after quitting debenhams and attending two weeks work experience they were soon to tell me they didn't really have the position available :|

Not good.

So i was unemployed for two months a bit of a lay about but hey! That's life, now back on track with a new job at at a different debenhams in menswear and having a bit more fun :) Good pay too :)

Also broke away from my old group of friends really, still talk to them and stuff and still get on with them but i got a great group of friends in the form of Luke, Marc, Will and Joe and a few others. It's good to know them and be in the friendship group as they all look out for each other really and it always feels like a good atmosphere when i'm out with them.

Been to camber with them twice now, it was great both times, i've enjoyed life thus far.. hopefully i get driving soon :) Been major talks about getting a car recently i hope it happens.

Also been to many a party been getting trashed and wrecked and having a good laugh, when school broke up there were so many parties it was so good, dried up a bit for a month and then we're in party season again :) Just as well i got my job really... i can't be bothered to explain too much as way too much has happened, also there was reading was amazing super cool. Me and hayley had a bit of a rough patch but now we are through it once again to be stronger on the other side, and i got accepted into rochester :) All in all it's been one rollercoaster ride, and now your back again to share the great experience :)

Now, i only get weekends off really, so alot of my posts will be quite boring but heh :D Who cares right? I will get back onto that taking a photo a day thing when i get my camera back :) I'm going gym soon so i'll leave you with this weekends entry:

Friday: Went out got tiddly, was a bit odd, spent the night with Luke jamie and Henry, got a bit drunk went to a party at battle of britain Henry left early jamie got drunk and started dancing with some crazy black guy who could sure dance! and we all lived happily ever after, i left about 12ish to head home on my own before all the drunken chav fighting, and that was that :)

Photos soon

I think it just hit me

Dan + Ian at the flat: Ian: Right two things.. number one...at the end of that little tirade, you just called yourself 'The Yes Man'
Dan: Yeah.
Ian: Well, you can't it's entriely wanky. What were you gonna do? make yourself a little cape?

Im not seeing some of the people i really truely made really good friends with this year, well i say good friends, mutual friends.
I udno i guess i know i will kind of miss the people. I know i definately will miss certain individuals like Barker (why am i always callig him that?) and Ian and Alison etc, but tbh, it all came about too late. The whole REALISATION process. Meh, it's all about three words from here on out "Say Yes more" (Cheers Martin) So yes im gonna start to miss all these people but i am gona make most out of my gap year, im gonna knuckle down and work hard, and it's gonna click, because.. I'm going to make it click! So that's that. :)All because of my new bible :D(it's not a real bible, it's a different book)

Really?

I should post a mjor FAT blog about how the end of school was amazing, but it wasn't, It was really fun but not amazing, maybe hasn't sunk in yet, so here's a list and some pics.

- BBQ yum
- Kishan + Drink 10.30AM
- Martin acoustic set pwned
- After school water balloon pwnage
- Red lion 2pm
-Crown and treaty evening (walked with ian we held hands)
- FUCKIN ANNOYING WALK HOME (2 hours)
- Work
- Robert's 18th (more drink)
-Hayley stayed over (was really great! she makes me smile ^_^)
(Not in that way you dirty bastards)
- Today, chilled in bed till Hay had work, got up at 2, went pub to see grandpa and had a few drinks.
- chilled out family day...
- Work tommorow.

Another day

QOTD: Ian: (To alison over crying tommorow) But you got emotional over Harry Potter, 'Oh no a badly developed character has just died!' (love his sarcasm)

I have noticed, i have no social group at school, i just stand there. Just im exsistent, i think it's probably mainly down to.. Harry's never in school syndrome. Like i give a fuck, last day tommorow and i can say fuck off to tht shit school and all the people tht i do not lke within it, its a time to forget all the pathetic nobodies that ever were, fresh start, and im looking forward to it. The gap yr shall be great. Today was Slightly amusing english was funny its where ian's quote comes into play. amongst others.
then i just went home, one lesson realised im actually really in trouble with english 9/80 on my synoptics, me and kirsty realised we r gonna destroy tht paper lol, when we collect it we aare gonna go back and revise it like never before. Im not dumb. im just as intelligent as most people in the class, im just so fucking lazy, i cant be bothered. but i guess, these exams are important i can give the at least two weeks of my time.
Photography is where my heart is, and where it shall forever lie. As soon as i get the money i shall get a really good camera to highlight my skills or maybe just a few really nice lenses for my canon as it does pwn. =)
No hayley again today, had a bit of a convo on the phone but she seems to have too much going on to have ime for me as of late, so.. we'll see.

i drew a picture of her today (some weird 10 minute challenge thing) cos im missing her today, yeh i know only three/four days but still, its bullshit when she lives 5 min walk and i came out with whats shown in the above picture... hmm... was okay today. an OKAY day.

nevermind

Peace

Today was sickTASH

QOTD: James (ronaldo misses penalty, 'That was a rubbish penalty, but it was the best rubbish penalty i have EVER seen


QOTD2: Henry: This is tiger beer,tiger beer is .. 650 ml it was made in Nazarath Jesus was born in nazarath that makes us the three kings (there was only two of us)

Henry is finally 18 and oh my did we celebrate.Watched the game here with james and my dad seemed to criticise and analalyze every section of the game. Then went to pub and had a many a pint with Henry and Aaron and jamie, had some great convos. got a bit drunk walked back with hen to safeways (marks and sparks) as he wanted to go in there to buy some 'impertulant cigarettes' ended up buying camel LOL LIKE THE GOOD OLD DAYS OF GOODSHIP, On the way out found a picture on avodafone leaflette that looked like atalie sooo much so henry said it would be a great idea to go and post it to her (at01:30AM) also along with henry and my lucky numbers on the daily draw. walked back and i got some tiger beer from mine and we drank on the street for half hour before henry went and sat on some thrown out kids toy seat in the alley, after smashing a bottle on the (Mayfield seamen) MS crews graf we walked home and ended the eve. Henry had a great bday. Unfortunately the results didn't go chelseas wa AGAIN therefore, they have had 3 chances to win a cup this season and... theyve won... fuck all. Which admitedly makes me a hapy lad as Totteham are the superior team in london this season =) however as an outsider that game had everything for me to enjoy, people literally slipping at the last hurdle and my god was it funny. fights drama, it was good. Today was great! i woke up aching like a bastard because of the gym (noticed the difference already) so i didnt fancy getting ot ofmy bed for english therefore.... i didnt haha, Hayley ditched me :( again, she wanted to see me but she has art cwk to do which is fair enough but she needs to stop telling me shes gonna see me or to ring her etc when shes busy :S but hey! its how the cooky crumbles right?
Got in a deep convo about uni with Aaron at the pub (the man wo made me take the best decision of my life, to get back with hayley and forget what someone is about) so yeah that man has the best advice lthough tonight i fought his criticisms (and i like to do so with many people) he believes that i shouldnt have a GF going into uni and i should "ditch her now" but i like to prove people wrong cos hayley means the world to me, and the girls at uni wont have anything on her in the means of what shes bought me through she is truley amazing to me. so sorry Aaron but this time, im gonna go through the party time of my life as a taken one, because u can have fun even if u are with someone THATS how people who are in great marriages work, they are married but they can still avoid temptation. PLUS im madly in love with Hay have been for four years! yeah ive had my upsets and yeh ive learned from them so at the end of the day, i think we are too strong and to good to let go just for uni, it is a high arguin point for many couples but, i think, me and hay... we'll be just fine =) and I WONT regret it. Because ill be happily taken for her, for the rest of my life. =)
Today has been a real lazy day =) Chilling with James was great, he really relaxes me and we talk for hours about things that i need off my chest, sort of like a diary but a friend. Aaron was saying to me today that ur friends back here will be some of your closest friends and ull miss em for about a month but then u find new friends. I know i will, because of the way i am, but i cant help think that these guys especially and definately james have been my closest friends for 4-5 years that bond wont break.
Sorry for the long entry today but its been a good mind resolving day and i wake up tommorow with a bit of a hangover but a fresh mind, i think people will be like, harry's changed... haha bit too late SUCKERS. =)

goodnight.

More than.. (no not car insurance)

QOTD: James: well at least my cough is clearing up *cough* oh shit :(

Today was a mega chilled out day, had no lessons, so therefore i had no school, woke up at 10, had a shower, the usual morning drag. James came over, we chilled and watched some Angry Video Game Nerd, laughed, continued further to watch more white trash internet comedy before departing for the Job center (for James who has no quit college(Y) ) and the gym, we were at the gym for three hours i did some running and lots of weights, the usual, came back, WAS going to see Hayley but she got caught up with some shit at school, so i missed out on that, yes i was a bit bummed out :(
But James came over instead and we watched an episode of Lost season four, the story line is getting incredibly off the rails, but hey it's lost! And now i am to proceed to my bedroom to sleep.

goodnight mofo's

CMON UTD for tommorow :D

Your in my head...

QOTD: Dad: A new guy started at work today, he didn't stop sweating, he must've been so nervous. Bless him. To test the new guys out to see if they are any good we get them to laminate and most of them mess up. Paul goes to me "Mart this guy needs something to do, what shall we get him to do?" "what team do you support mate?" "arsenal" "Put him on laminating" the guy messed up (ofcourse) and he got sacked at the end of the day.

Woke up at 12.40 today, couldnt be bothered to go in, so i did the damned essay at home, think it's okay, ill give it in on wednesday as i have no lessons tommorow (MINT!!) Today i spent most of the day asleep, when i woke up did up my myspace a bit probably gonna keep editing it till it looks really good.. i hope it will (thanks ian for the help so far (Y) ), been messing around with images on photoshop and just having a laugh really, talking to a few people on msn.. that's about it.

Got a massive ego boost, after the last weeks downer about how im never invited out, ive been somewhat reassured by some people lately. Future is looking promising, life is begining a fresh just this one ends, and u know what im happy to say goodbye to that fucking school. it has bought some of the worst and best days of my life, mixed emotions go wiht it, but now im coming of age and life is gonna be sooooo good.

Money getting sorted out next month so i can organise it better :D its wicked, working some more extra hours t0 boost my income for july and hopefully ill be a bit more minted :D and then i can save some of it to propelll a good life of parties. :D


That is all for today im gonna go and enjoy more time on msn talking to sofie byeee
xx

This weekend.

QUOTE OF THE WEEKEND: Hen: Yeah but Sam works in Focus, we don't listen to Sam.

Sorry about the lack of posts recently but this weekend has been rather busy. Fri i was at work all day yay the joys. But then it was good because we (Being me Laurie Hayley) Went to Henry's where a fair few went, us lot then sam and sammette and Jamie and sean and luke wilson turned up later on. Henry had bought a fruitash and we were playing that for a couple of hours before migrating to his mums shop to continue the drinking. I've noticed that i have picked up on the speed of how quick i drink :S

Then yesterday work ... finished at 5 came home and got ready to go to bradleys party, was pretty cool, Me and Ina rick rolled it, because we are awesome =D and it was just there.. and we had to do it :D Hayley slept over which is always nice, had a joyful cab journey home with laurie sarah h leahy Lewis and Hayley talking about hair and shizzle, the cabby loved us xD. Hayley was a bit tiddly so she kind of fell asleep as soon as we got in, makes a change. James betts dancing to soldier boy, (knowing all the steps) one of the best moments of this weekend.

Today waking up at 8am by the sheer sunlight in my room (need new blinds or curtains?) and yeah... so i was awoken by hayley who was complaining about how light it is, and we didn't go back to sleep... its nice being closer to Hay now, it seems like our relationship is alot warmer and happier.. i guess we are at our finest at the moment, and hopefully it stays like this (touch wood) we eventually got up at 11.30 yes we are THAT lazy, and that was only because i told james to come over at 12 so he could sort some stuff out on my internetz before NATALIESSS
Where sangreea would be drank and pimms (with cucumber and lime and lemon and apples in) would be drank along with some coool lagers. Was pretty fun just one of those chilled out afternoon/evenings. Was sposed to end at 6 but it kind of went righ ton through till.. 8.30... lol was great. Last week at school this week, i am very much looking forward to it, and BRING ON WEARING ALL BLACK to the 'hawaii' leavers lunch, i think most people are wearing black/school uniform. xD gonna be funny.

English Essay tommorow... it's some sort of joke :( MUST BE.

Ive come to...

QOTD: Ian:"save space, money and make us feel like bees, but bees with air conditioning and sky TV (though feeling like a pollinating insect isn't culturally benefictial), alternativly we could live in underground tunnels and caverns, like ants, but ants with air conditioning and cable (as you can't get a sky signal underground)" (GENERAL STUDIES ANSWER)

the realisation that my age restricts me from everything i wanna do, i wanna hang out with new (ish) people. I wanna be invited out by chris john ian and that lot and be able to come out, i feel like my age is stopping me from having a social status. I've been thinking about it recently, i feel cut out from tht group as if i never have been a part of it, well.. really i havent, they are such nice people too.
A certain individual has annoyed me over the last two days and i am in a frame of mind of not talking to them... they sort of know who they are but yeh they have pissed me off pretty bad, just cos i havent had such a childish way of dealing with a situation like this since yr 10/11? i thought everyone had grown up now! i dont need stupid remarks going around, i dont care what mood they are in, no need for it, just dont stick your nose in mate okay!
gosh im in a bad mood, working overtime atm cos i need the money cos im shit at managing it, getting passport sorted soon, hopefull ill be able to live a bit of a better life than always down tht frigging pub, as nice as it is, i havent truly missed being down there. When i have money again, i won't follow this religious cycle of going there!
I think another reason im fuckked off is cos all the parties are happening this side of payment day.. i have no money cos.. well.. cos i had to pa out alot from previous month, i dont wanna be doing tht again this month, gym membership cost a bomb and now i might have to pause it while i wait to switch my accounts. GAH.
well at least there was some silver lining, general studies exam was great,just for sheer humour values! You can't really beat answering a shitty pointless exam questions so much more amusingly, everyone was saring the funny ways in which they had answered the question, i bare a thought for the por people marking those papers, infact, no fuck them! it'd make me fucking laugh reading some of the answers coming out of those papers.
didn't get to see hayley, worked till 10.00 pm to my regret when i was told i would finish at 9 :| hopefully that doesn't happen again tommorow... sigh... oh well, im off to bed now with a sore head and a temperament to match.
end of school next week, thank fuck for tht, REVISION TIME WOO. :\

On the contrary the last week with my close close mates (the group) which seems to me to be Henry and James, LOL as i don't see Jamie anymore really either, (maybe cos i don't go pub) but yeh we kind of put up the pool on monday and chilled in the hot weather, whih has now left us till next week (hopefully) and if it doesn't come back next week then.. i will be sad.. yes it is possible, sadder than the state i am at now... two photos (above) depict this week past (so far)

No sleeping at night...

QOTD: James: Chocolate Rain!

PRE WARNING: NO BLOG ENTRIES TILL FRIDAY AS I HAVE TO HAND IN MY LAPTOP FOR PHOTOGRAPHY EXAM TILL THEN SORRY =(

So what a weekend, i signed up to virgin media gym yday, realised i need to keep fit you see, so it's been a weekend of sorting tht out when i should've been doing photog, money well spent, better than spending it on some game or something at least ill be keeping fit now =) hopefully begin to be a bit more comfy bout my body too. Noticed another reason why i stopped going swimming too now, i dont like taking my top off around people i don't know! :S Meh! Maybe this will boost a little confidence in me again. well £20 a month, gonna see if any other friends wanna join. James got me to join yday so it's all good.

After signing some contracts passing bank details over at the gym, walked back got changed and went to hayley's for BBQ with james, got a bit tidly on pina coladas (however its spelt?) wine and fosters, kind of missed the main event but still spent 5 hour sitting in the garden chilling chatting and drinking on the booze cruise of food... yeh not the greatest start to the regime, but im putting weight on to turn to muscle so its all cool.... really loved the day was great. Even just seeing Hay made me a bit on the happy side.

Then today, woke up at 10 had my protein (chocolate and bannana) shake for breakfast, james knocked at 11.20 ish then we got ready n walked to uxb to the gym, started at 12, decided, at 2 we would have a break, went in the sauna LOL aka human oven, lasted 10mins in there and had to leave efore we melted, went on a break had a subway yumm... brned tht off within the hour of being back from our break, tried an energy bar yumm zesty orange straight to your mouth but yes, its really good there and all the classes u can attend in the studios are free! :D its great! so yeh im looking forward to the next 12months of being there and completing school and yeh its great. so hopefully soon ill be able to go to the swimming pool and not be worried about OTHER people seeing me topless, friends its fine cosi dont give a crap... gah i bet a few people r like wtf is wrong with u? but... seriously .. i have issues xD

After gym, knocked for hayley, she came over n we sorted photography stuff and ate roast dinner wooo! she hasnt yet come to grips with how lucky she is for me to be comfy around her (still after all these years) and tht she should be comfyaround me, just guess some girls are like tht, i wonder what it'd be like if roles were reversed.. hmmm *strokes beard*

might go gym tommorow if i dont ache too much if not.. hey i can do some english cwk :O OMG i still havent done it xD

anyways night night =) x

To be dead

Those who know... know.


=S

xx

Nostalgic

QOTD: Bam: Just seeing if i can see Uranus in Mianus...


Media was okay, me and Hayley were okay today, English timed essay was okay, but i KNOW im not going into english p1 tommorow for the sheer fact i KNOW i aint got tht cwk done, and i KNOW i can do it over the weekend =)

Uploaded some old pics form new york.. currently searching for more nostaligia on old cds tht ive burned pics too... anyways


all in all a nostalgic day, looking at all these little films from ny and pictures, fantastic!

Im off to bed toodles

xx

Too good to be true.

So yeh the little petty argument tht someone bought up last night made me lol, but alos angered me in ways. i don't like being talked down to, it never works.. i guess people are begining to realise tht. i don't take shit, someones got an accusatio speak straight and talk straight bout to me with it, don't beat aroun the edge. And tbh, Hen did exactly tht last night just told me the point. Fair enough he was wrong in some places, but iwa stoo .. so i was willing to except tht.

Hurrah Hooray he invites me out today *sigh* i mean.. did he really mean to invite me out, or is tht how things are sorted now, i dont even know if my sorry was excepted or not.. so it's like u wake up it's a new day nothing happened. WELL fucked off at someone else today also! But deary me.. im just not having a good time with People issues as of late.

Hay came over too, to 'talk' bout me n her yday, was quite good, we managed to obviously sort alot of things out and came to the overall conclusion i think im gonna try even harder.. yeh! so. i guess thts how it'll work, wouldnt wanna make myself look silly now would i?

i also decided today tht, people big or small will get the shit they dish out, i think its the best way to sort things, dont bitch, if ur gona be honest. I learned a crucial rule yday, no matter how much u think u trust someone, you never truly know.

Anyways we shall see how the next few weeks pprogress seems weird just looking 2 days before this .. it was very different..

i knew it was too good to be true...

night

(sorry about rant, i did enjoy today really but wheres the fun in mentioning tht?)

Drink up sunshine ;)

QOTD: char: i was saying goodbye Jemma: what for an hour Me: yeah i can see u waving him goodbye for an hour in the car ;)




Hello.
I am Henry, the train man. I dislike my friends, they're all pretty much cunts. I like Jade cause she's nice. I love Karen.

AND had a screw up in my relationship, but sorted with hay now... friendship needs making amends as usual... IM IN THE WRONG


night

X-ray

QOTD: George: Ha i've got shingles, i get off school for a week Adam: Your so happy your gonna fail your sats

QOTD2: Me: What if it's something bad like Cancer! Dad: then ill sit you down look at you and say, Stupid!

Only quote of the day cos george got outsmarted by adam lol. Just made adam look so mature

Shit day today really, felt ill for most of it, been bed all day.
Me and Hay goin rough, i think this not seeing each other thing is kinda getting in between us.. i dunno
but i guess we can work it out. insecurities come and go, love stays forever, right?

Also had the x-ray the nurse was a bit too excited for my liking when she told me to take my top off, and then she kept touching points on my back... eurgh, quite young but still... it was just weird. Won't know the results till ext week, kind of nervus bout tht but i got other worries, EG photography, meh... found my charger yday too, and went pub one £8 on the fruity for the first time ever, was good.

Anyways shit mood, leave love

xxx

Say turrah turrah..

QOTD: Jimmy: Did you know your 10 TIMES more likely to be mugged in London than New York, that's because you don't live in New york


So Man Utd fans sunk there heads into there hands today as the ref blew up for a contreversial penalty at stamford bridge again, well, when the shit hits the fan u move, Man utd didn't. Today was mellow, got to work at 9, woke up a bit sore, last night was a bubble, then turks afterwards was crazy. Them lot went field today, i just chilled, rang hayley for a bit, did some photography. spent £15 today :| HOW! £5 on lunch, paid James £10 back from last night, gosh.. owe hayley £50 on thurs, and my rents their £50 then i know what money i got left n then i got to plan :| god damn, chavs fighting outside, was a nice day today. Glad i finished early, enjoyed a pint at the yates' before i came home in the sun =) just really relaxed .. yes yes oh yay.
Anyways, did some more Occupation shots for my portraiture, came out good, fashions shoots are blurry cos i didnt shoot on manual! Twas an accident
nevermid i know next time, ill be happy, was a good day though got some okay photos, but i got some goodish ones of the restaraunt staff, got to get one of pat at the pub too, shall be fun.

ayways not much else to write except i was waiting at harrow on the hill for a train for... 38 mins today! fucking rediculous, sort it out u slagsss!

LATE...

Late entries rule! its all about the remembrance of drunken nights in the past, yesterday i was yet again, a busy bmble bee, i only spent 20 mins of consciousness in my house yday, there was no blog time.
egan with being sick in the morning, yummers, i felt quite ill, but i ate some toast felt okay, got lazy cos i was tired, did nothing, hayley got pissed off because i was making her late by being lazy :(
Nevermind we got to London on time anyways, even with the forgetting of the oyster card xD Twas a really ince day, we often only go out for days out once a month and i haven't been to London with her for a while, and she enjoyed it cos she got to do her fashion stuff and i got to take some nice photo, shall be up on the photography space later =) go check it out =) comments please. Yeah so twas a laugh and a half, got some pizza, pissed off the chefs :S Not sure that was a good idea, but hey we were entitled to our damn pizza! Then went to the museum and WOW the V&A is wellll nice =) twas nice just walking round being us for a day i spose =) holding hands is good for you (Y)
Then i bought a nice new shirt from topman and hay bought me a ring (which has already been lost:( shall explain later) Yeah, so i came home got changed went out on the razzzmatazz!! Met up with Hen at his walked to the prince had a couple of leisure pints, (v.quick pints) and hopped on a bus off to rachels partay! Twas a good night, lots of vodka red bulls and fosters, got a bit wankered, trapsed outside when it finished, went to the bus stop and BAM the fight kicked off, some chavs had crossed the road and started smacking dains cousin about, he wernt happy, he retaliated, and i saw one punch him in the back of the head, so i ran up to this chav punched him so fast so hard he fell to the floor (yeah i know i was well full of myself ;) ) then as i was turning to go back and help again, i got smacked from the side of the head straight across the nose, i could feel the coppery tasting liquid run down the back of my throat my eyes were ful of water (as u do when u bi whacked in the nose) i raised my head layed into the guy tht smacked me and he started to walk away, i then realised tht hen was about to go n smack the shit out of him haha tht boys face, he looked so scared but at the same time he was shouting at henry 'come on then you mug!' but his face, i wish i couldve taken the photo, the only mug there was the chav and then i got in between the chavs and henry and dains cousin and brash and dain had arrived to come and help but they were late, i was disapointed tht there was no more help, alot of "watchers" but no help, it was obvious we were struggling, but i guess, we won since the chavs ran off .. only to meet the police waiting at the otherside of the road! what a night, good fight good night. Jade was upset and i felt kind of bad, cos she didnt like it, and i was fucked offcos i lost my ring in one of the chavs faces :/ i dunno. Nevermind, twas a good night but mann ive stil got a headache now n it hurts :( and dont look like im going out tonight neither, them lot all going down field, and A) I still feel rough from yday B) Too far away C) Not for me anymore, its too old? is tht the word? Well James left early yday cos he was bored, so it can't be tht bad, plus it'll do my money pocket well not to go out right?
Bah i got work to do anyways, might head to the pub by myself for one, always someone u know down there... weird huh? sat night? doing nothing, finished work at 3 today to go pub but because my damned phone has no battery and ive lost the charger, just aswell i know hayleys number off by heart =)
Anyways im off now to edit some photos and stick em up on my old photography space, go check it out.

Picture:Me and Hannah Before the fight.

Yesterday...

My internet crashed so i couldnt put an entry in =(

Quote of the yesterday: Dad: I'm going to go and KILL that damned cat, it's a misserable thing, in a way, i'd be helping it.

So i set up my photography myspace the past eve, and exciting as it is i have had a few comment and turah, did a photo shoot for football at Courtpark and whilst i was at it, through in some pictures of the landscape how wonderful. Going to London with Hayley today, shall be exciting. Got day off, due to training day, and i didn't go in yesterday because i had work to do =)
Anyways must dash Hayley doesn't want to be late for this fashion show we're seeing (fun *sighs*) But we get to hang out afterwards, so im happy =)

Ill write a proper entry later gahhh

P.s Photo from the park, not the best one but i couldn't find the others, LOOK AT THE LITTLE DOGGY =)