Too good to be true.

So yeh the little petty argument tht someone bought up last night made me lol, but alos angered me in ways. i don't like being talked down to, it never works.. i guess people are begining to realise tht. i don't take shit, someones got an accusatio speak straight and talk straight bout to me with it, don't beat aroun the edge. And tbh, Hen did exactly tht last night just told me the point. Fair enough he was wrong in some places, but iwa stoo .. so i was willing to except tht.

Hurrah Hooray he invites me out today *sigh* i mean.. did he really mean to invite me out, or is tht how things are sorted now, i dont even know if my sorry was excepted or not.. so it's like u wake up it's a new day nothing happened. WELL fucked off at someone else today also! But deary me.. im just not having a good time with People issues as of late.

Hay came over too, to 'talk' bout me n her yday, was quite good, we managed to obviously sort alot of things out and came to the overall conclusion i think im gonna try even harder.. yeh! so. i guess thts how it'll work, wouldnt wanna make myself look silly now would i?

i also decided today tht, people big or small will get the shit they dish out, i think its the best way to sort things, dont bitch, if ur gona be honest. I learned a crucial rule yday, no matter how much u think u trust someone, you never truly know.

Anyways we shall see how the next few weeks pprogress seems weird just looking 2 days before this .. it was very different..

i knew it was too good to be true...

night

(sorry about rant, i did enjoy today really but wheres the fun in mentioning tht?)

Drink up sunshine ;)

QOTD: char: i was saying goodbye Jemma: what for an hour Me: yeah i can see u waving him goodbye for an hour in the car ;)




Hello.
I am Henry, the train man. I dislike my friends, they're all pretty much cunts. I like Jade cause she's nice. I love Karen.

AND had a screw up in my relationship, but sorted with hay now... friendship needs making amends as usual... IM IN THE WRONG


night

X-ray

QOTD: George: Ha i've got shingles, i get off school for a week Adam: Your so happy your gonna fail your sats

QOTD2: Me: What if it's something bad like Cancer! Dad: then ill sit you down look at you and say, Stupid!

Only quote of the day cos george got outsmarted by adam lol. Just made adam look so mature

Shit day today really, felt ill for most of it, been bed all day.
Me and Hay goin rough, i think this not seeing each other thing is kinda getting in between us.. i dunno
but i guess we can work it out. insecurities come and go, love stays forever, right?

Also had the x-ray the nurse was a bit too excited for my liking when she told me to take my top off, and then she kept touching points on my back... eurgh, quite young but still... it was just weird. Won't know the results till ext week, kind of nervus bout tht but i got other worries, EG photography, meh... found my charger yday too, and went pub one £8 on the fruity for the first time ever, was good.

Anyways shit mood, leave love

xxx

Say turrah turrah..

QOTD: Jimmy: Did you know your 10 TIMES more likely to be mugged in London than New York, that's because you don't live in New york


So Man Utd fans sunk there heads into there hands today as the ref blew up for a contreversial penalty at stamford bridge again, well, when the shit hits the fan u move, Man utd didn't. Today was mellow, got to work at 9, woke up a bit sore, last night was a bubble, then turks afterwards was crazy. Them lot went field today, i just chilled, rang hayley for a bit, did some photography. spent £15 today :| HOW! £5 on lunch, paid James £10 back from last night, gosh.. owe hayley £50 on thurs, and my rents their £50 then i know what money i got left n then i got to plan :| god damn, chavs fighting outside, was a nice day today. Glad i finished early, enjoyed a pint at the yates' before i came home in the sun =) just really relaxed .. yes yes oh yay.
Anyways, did some more Occupation shots for my portraiture, came out good, fashions shoots are blurry cos i didnt shoot on manual! Twas an accident
nevermid i know next time, ill be happy, was a good day though got some okay photos, but i got some goodish ones of the restaraunt staff, got to get one of pat at the pub too, shall be fun.

ayways not much else to write except i was waiting at harrow on the hill for a train for... 38 mins today! fucking rediculous, sort it out u slagsss!

LATE...

Late entries rule! its all about the remembrance of drunken nights in the past, yesterday i was yet again, a busy bmble bee, i only spent 20 mins of consciousness in my house yday, there was no blog time.
egan with being sick in the morning, yummers, i felt quite ill, but i ate some toast felt okay, got lazy cos i was tired, did nothing, hayley got pissed off because i was making her late by being lazy :(
Nevermind we got to London on time anyways, even with the forgetting of the oyster card xD Twas a really ince day, we often only go out for days out once a month and i haven't been to London with her for a while, and she enjoyed it cos she got to do her fashion stuff and i got to take some nice photo, shall be up on the photography space later =) go check it out =) comments please. Yeah so twas a laugh and a half, got some pizza, pissed off the chefs :S Not sure that was a good idea, but hey we were entitled to our damn pizza! Then went to the museum and WOW the V&A is wellll nice =) twas nice just walking round being us for a day i spose =) holding hands is good for you (Y)
Then i bought a nice new shirt from topman and hay bought me a ring (which has already been lost:( shall explain later) Yeah, so i came home got changed went out on the razzzmatazz!! Met up with Hen at his walked to the prince had a couple of leisure pints, (v.quick pints) and hopped on a bus off to rachels partay! Twas a good night, lots of vodka red bulls and fosters, got a bit wankered, trapsed outside when it finished, went to the bus stop and BAM the fight kicked off, some chavs had crossed the road and started smacking dains cousin about, he wernt happy, he retaliated, and i saw one punch him in the back of the head, so i ran up to this chav punched him so fast so hard he fell to the floor (yeah i know i was well full of myself ;) ) then as i was turning to go back and help again, i got smacked from the side of the head straight across the nose, i could feel the coppery tasting liquid run down the back of my throat my eyes were ful of water (as u do when u bi whacked in the nose) i raised my head layed into the guy tht smacked me and he started to walk away, i then realised tht hen was about to go n smack the shit out of him haha tht boys face, he looked so scared but at the same time he was shouting at henry 'come on then you mug!' but his face, i wish i couldve taken the photo, the only mug there was the chav and then i got in between the chavs and henry and dains cousin and brash and dain had arrived to come and help but they were late, i was disapointed tht there was no more help, alot of "watchers" but no help, it was obvious we were struggling, but i guess, we won since the chavs ran off .. only to meet the police waiting at the otherside of the road! what a night, good fight good night. Jade was upset and i felt kind of bad, cos she didnt like it, and i was fucked offcos i lost my ring in one of the chavs faces :/ i dunno. Nevermind, twas a good night but mann ive stil got a headache now n it hurts :( and dont look like im going out tonight neither, them lot all going down field, and A) I still feel rough from yday B) Too far away C) Not for me anymore, its too old? is tht the word? Well James left early yday cos he was bored, so it can't be tht bad, plus it'll do my money pocket well not to go out right?
Bah i got work to do anyways, might head to the pub by myself for one, always someone u know down there... weird huh? sat night? doing nothing, finished work at 3 today to go pub but because my damned phone has no battery and ive lost the charger, just aswell i know hayleys number off by heart =)
Anyways im off now to edit some photos and stick em up on my old photography space, go check it out.

Picture:Me and Hannah Before the fight.

Yesterday...

My internet crashed so i couldnt put an entry in =(

Quote of the yesterday: Dad: I'm going to go and KILL that damned cat, it's a misserable thing, in a way, i'd be helping it.

So i set up my photography myspace the past eve, and exciting as it is i have had a few comment and turah, did a photo shoot for football at Courtpark and whilst i was at it, through in some pictures of the landscape how wonderful. Going to London with Hayley today, shall be exciting. Got day off, due to training day, and i didn't go in yesterday because i had work to do =)
Anyways must dash Hayley doesn't want to be late for this fashion show we're seeing (fun *sighs*) But we get to hang out afterwards, so im happy =)

Ill write a proper entry later gahhh

P.s Photo from the park, not the best one but i couldn't find the others, LOOK AT THE LITTLE DOGGY =)

Banner done

I can't sleep :|

I am off to try now

I chose this banner.. but... i have another...

I think i chose the best one

Huzzah!

So lately a few people have said to me, YOU have a journal? course i do! Yes a Journal! and i like how some people like to keep there busy lives and busy goings, and busy beings looking into other peoples lives, so here's my blog, and my life and well, read and be nosey all you want, because at the end of the day, i put it out here!

Quote of the Day (stolen): Hayley: Smells like Indian Babies.. (irwin looks shocked, classroom goes silent) 

Today was mellow and chilled, one would say it was even... mellochilled. 

Found out Ian 'Just likes my arm' Allison has a ticklish Apendix and that Hayley is an accidental racist.

Invite for another party over may, seems like my budget is to be stretched a little, but hey 5 parties one month, it's going down with those 18ths! 

Looking forward to next month there seems to be sun on the horizon for Harry Lad.

I also had a little change of heart and tone today, i have come to the conclusion these are my last four weeks and im gonna give it all i've got, i'm gonna turn into a geek and do it all, achieve the best i can achieve and throw myself full power at life, whilst enjoying myself ofcourse. But i know that i am not stupid, and i know if i want something, i can go and get it... and i'm going to, as of tommorow, i start my own quest and my own journey and i'm finally happy to do so.

Off to bed =)