34. The celebrations of the eve of new years eve

Yeah so i took my laptop to work this morning, i don't think i will do it again. The amount of hassle I've had from my mum about "it's too expensive to take out" Can someone explain to these old people that IS the point in laptops you take them with you from place to place. I told her she might as well have bought me a computer if she wanted me to keep it in the house all the time, and it's dangerous to take it out.
Hayley contacted me back aswell, she said she thinks she will be better for new years, i beg to differ as she sounds ill but shes going to chill out for a couple of days and come out in the evening anyways. I said i'm not wasting my money on buying a couple of tickets if shes not going to stay through the night and go home sick mid way through the night to leave me there doing nothing by myself, at least Jamie is coming now and i can have someone to talk to besides Hay, i mean everyone else is cool and that but i'm so left out when it comes to chatting in their social gorup i dont really understand most of the stuff they talk about.
Any how sounds like we're going now as i just withdrew the money for the tickets, got to give it after lunch. What a late lunch finishes at 3.45 :| Not happy about that. Nevermind i've got 15mins at 5. :P fruit salad there too. I'm so tired probably going to go out tonight for a few. Not sure though but i'll have to see.
Went dow the pub from work for a few pints and found out Will and Joe are staying untill closing fuck yeah, let the the eve of new years eve

33 In which i was kept on

QOTD: Train driver: Mind the doors, (doors close and opens again) MIND THE BLOODY .. just mind the doors please.

Today was such an odd day, i enjoyed as much as it was odd. Nothing went to plan, but it still went good. I had no idea i was working two lates this week being today and.. tommorow. Even though i'm typing this in the morrow, it'd make sense to type this entry as if i was from yesterday, so i will.
It has been a hard few days to type your blog as a blogger, tbh the only pson insane enough to keep it up has been James and Ian quite obviously :P One of my New Years resolutions is to keep up with affairs on my Blogger. Quite admitently christmas had been a poor one up untill today, I got a watch (rather expensive one that didn't fit for christmas and was quite unhappy at the fact i couldn't wear it as it was about big enough to fit around both my wrists tied together. So sorted that today, and then my mum and dad revealed why they hadn't bought me any major presents this year (bar my watch) MY savings account had been opened.. and with it was money :) beautiful money, money for my driving lessons/car or whatever i wanted it for it was there, i vowed to put in at least 100 every month but i know i will put in more next month :) Uh yes the blessing of SAVING money, a very new prospect for me to grasp but i will run up and grab it with both hands :)
Typing this on the bus journey to work by the way ;) Oh how very modern of me.
Hayley did come into work today for a few moments while i was there so she was too, however she seems to be very poorly and it isn't helped bby the fact she keeps trying t soldier on bless her, i didn't buy my ticket for new years at the Yarn because really to be quite honest, it doesn't sound like my cup of tea. I get on with the people there when i'm out but they never invite me out and i'm not really "one" within their social group, i'm that guy who is just .. there on special occasions and parties, the one you say "hi" to randomly in the street, and make plans like "we should catch up soon" but never really get around to doing it. I was only going to go because Hay was going and her being Ill means she's not going .. thus... i'm not going.
Day was supposed to be ending at 7 but it didn't happened instead i clocked out at 7.20 and just missed the fast train to heathrow by like a minute.. and my bus by litterally 30 seconds... i saw it leaving. A10's are such a shit method of transport.
Anyways you're probably still wonderig what all the stormtrooper outfit wearing photos are about, well for ians birthday back in september i made a mistake on ebay when buying some costumes for a group of us to go as storm troopers to his party, Chris 'whos account i which i was buying them from' Wasn't happy to hear that i had messed up so like a friend i offered to buy the one that i bought on it's own because i sort of had ruined it (even though i didnt have a job and hardly any money at the time:P) And he in turn would put it back on Ebay for me on his brother account, this was back in september and i don't think i can be bothered to wait any longer, so i sold it for a tenner well actually more like knocked off £10 of my debt to James in exchange, to be honest, he's already getting more wear out of it than i ever would xD.
Anyways the photo's are from a muck around photoshoot named, "storm troopers are people too" In which you see the storm trooper in it's natural habitat. I did proie myself that i wouldn't run for the bus today, but i did, i just loved my bed too much this morning, might have something to do with being on one of those chat rooms up untill 2 o clock talking to randoms about politics and arguing with Americans about rubbish, funny though, seeing they really are that dense.Seem's to be the 'IN' thing for me to do at the moment.
Once again Apologies for the long entry but i find alot more time to talk about my day yesterday, in the day of the morrow on the trip to work. I'll probably write tommorows at home in the morning as.. well, as i don't have work tommorow :). well today.. you know what i mean ;)

32 Early post

Early post today as i'm going out in a bit to enjoy christmas partying.
I've decided my new years resolution is to get in shape, no really i mean it, i've realised my metabolism is slowing down now, and since my month or two of unemployment i've put on weight. I'm not ashamed, everyone puts on weight, however i AM ashamed of being lazy and not sorting it befroe it got like this,

Now you're thinking "what are you talking about?, You're a skinny kid" yeah i used to be! and to people who have always been a bigger build to me it might not seem alot of fat but it bothers me. I've realised it's not the size it's how you gain it now, and people who are naturally skinny framed or used to be skinny, putting on weight isn't good no matter how little it is, people who have bigger builds are sort of semi used to being a bit bigger, and there's not much they can do about it because of their frame, and the way they've always lived. However this is really upsetting me, obv i'm not ashamed "hense the image" Sorry guys and girls.. but it's also a self reflecting blog and i want to come online in 3 months and see that i weigh... at least 10st as i way 11st 2Ibs at the moment :(

Time to start running (at gym or on street, and working abs.) I'm fed up with looking like this.

Time to go party but New years is the last of the lazy me!!! Time to take it to work.

NOW THOUGH..PARTY TIME :D

Night everyone have a good christmas if i don't post tommorow.

31 In which i realise my tiredness

I'm shattered, out and out shattered, in a way i'm glad James couldn't come over today, i've already had a nap and i'm going ot bed in a minute. This is why my blog doesn't get ay photos on at this time of the week, when i'm working 7-4 it kills me :| I didn't sleep well last night, as you can tell from my late blog, that was the last point in which i used my comp the rest of the time i lay there with my eyes open thinking of what had been said through out the night. Had a bit of a scrap with George in which he told me i was a shit brother, and he never took it back, he apologised today but last night it played in my mind all night along with why i'm not happy at the moment.. and i don't know why i'm not.

Work was very busy today but someone really took the piss today by winding me up all day long, and didn't know when to stop. I realise why being so close to individuals in my life really makes me who i am, Hayley especially at the moment as she keeps me going when i feel like this, although she hasn't had much involvement lately as we've both been busy with other friends and other jobs, but when we do talk it makes me feel really well and happy.

Blergh to bed now, i'm shattered.

Night