32 Early post

Early post today as i'm going out in a bit to enjoy christmas partying.
I've decided my new years resolution is to get in shape, no really i mean it, i've realised my metabolism is slowing down now, and since my month or two of unemployment i've put on weight. I'm not ashamed, everyone puts on weight, however i AM ashamed of being lazy and not sorting it befroe it got like this,

Now you're thinking "what are you talking about?, You're a skinny kid" yeah i used to be! and to people who have always been a bigger build to me it might not seem alot of fat but it bothers me. I've realised it's not the size it's how you gain it now, and people who are naturally skinny framed or used to be skinny, putting on weight isn't good no matter how little it is, people who have bigger builds are sort of semi used to being a bit bigger, and there's not much they can do about it because of their frame, and the way they've always lived. However this is really upsetting me, obv i'm not ashamed "hense the image" Sorry guys and girls.. but it's also a self reflecting blog and i want to come online in 3 months and see that i weigh... at least 10st as i way 11st 2Ibs at the moment :(

Time to start running (at gym or on street, and working abs.) I'm fed up with looking like this.

Time to go party but New years is the last of the lazy me!!! Time to take it to work.

NOW THOUGH..PARTY TIME :D

Night everyone have a good christmas if i don't post tommorow.