QOTD: Ian:"save space, money and make us feel like bees, but bees with air conditioning and sky TV (though feeling like a pollinating insect isn't culturally benefictial), alternativly we could live in underground tunnels and caverns, like ants, but ants with air conditioning and cable (as you can't get a sky signal underground)" (GENERAL STUDIES ANSWER)
the realisation that my age restricts me from everything i wanna do, i wanna hang out with new (ish) people. I wanna be invited out by chris john ian and that lot and be able to come out, i feel like my age is stopping me from having a social status. I've been thinking about it recently, i feel cut out from tht group as if i never have been a part of it, well.. really i havent, they are such nice people too.
A certain individual has annoyed me over the last two days and i am in a frame of mind of not talking to them... they sort of know who they are but yeh they have pissed me off pretty bad, just cos i havent had such a childish way of dealing with a situation like this since yr 10/11? i thought everyone had grown up now! i dont need stupid remarks going around, i dont care what mood they are in, no need for it, just dont stick your nose in mate okay!
gosh im in a bad mood, working overtime atm cos i need the money cos im shit at managing it, getting passport sorted soon, hopefull ill be able to live a bit of a better life than always down tht frigging pub, as nice as it is, i havent truly missed being down there. When i have money again, i won't follow this religious cycle of going there!
I think another reason im fuckked off is cos all the parties are happening this side of payment day.. i have no money cos.. well.. cos i had to pa out alot from previous month, i dont wanna be doing tht again this month, gym membership cost a bomb and now i might have to pause it while i wait to switch my accounts. GAH.
well at least there was some silver lining, general studies exam was great,just for sheer humour values! You can't really beat answering a shitty pointless exam questions so much more amusingly, everyone was saring the funny ways in which they had answered the question, i bare a thought for the por people marking those papers, infact, no fuck them! it'd make me fucking laugh reading some of the answers coming out of those papers.
didn't get to see hayley, worked till 10.00 pm to my regret when i was told i would finish at 9 :| hopefully that doesn't happen again tommorow... sigh... oh well, im off to bed now with a sore head and a temperament to match.
end of school next week, thank fuck for tht, REVISION TIME WOO. :\
On the contrary the last week with my close close mates (the group) which seems to me to be Henry and James, LOL as i don't see Jamie anymore really either, (maybe cos i don't go pub) but yeh we kind of put up the pool on monday and chilled in the hot weather, whih has now left us till next week (hopefully) and if it doesn't come back next week then.. i will be sad.. yes it is possible, sadder than the state i am at now... two photos (above) depict this week past (so far)
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